Back in the NICU :-(

So she got this terrible cough (is the spelling correct?) and then she had problems with her breathing. This was on the 15th. We was sure she had a cold and did not see our doc about it. The next day, she got worse and we went to the hospital and got a bag full of medicines to give her. That night was a sleepless one for me, i was so scared for her and felt that i had to be awake and check her. 
We went straight to the hospital the next morning and we got more medicine... 
In the evening we went back again because she was getting worse and worse and the doc admitted her in the NICU. She has been there ever since, today itś thirteen days. And she is still far from being sent home. They have been trying to figure out what is wrong with her, but they didńt before yesterday after a CT. She has a severe lumonia . They have been sucking out secretion of her lungs, nebelized her and she is on IV antibiotics and Oksygen. 

She is taking so much time and i am soon losing my mind about it. It kills me to see her like this, not able to lift her up and hold her like i am supposed to. Now she also wearing a C-PAP and she hates it. She is off her formula and that pisses her off! The c-pap is also giving her a hard time because she turns her had and then its out of position and irritates her. All she does when we are there with her is cry, and then i cry when i leave. 

I really really hope that she will be so much better tomorrow or the day after so they can at least take her off c-pap and let her have her bottle again. 

Well this was a short update from us. 

Mary & co

Me and Iben Sofie the day they thougt it was ok to take her off the Oksygen.

Sorry for my spelling mistakes