Can we get what we want one more time?

That is the big question these days. Nora Wilhelmine has grown up so fast and we see that she is a bit spoiled. We also want a sibling for other reasons, then she will always have a person that hopefully will be there for her in good and in difficult times. My husband and i have siblings and we want her to have that to. 

So.... the big question is: CAN WE GET WHAT WE WANT ONCE MORE? 

We have already checked out a few things and started the process the summer of 2011, we wanted our surrogate to help us again if she wanted to, but she was not ready at that time. So we started the search for a new surrogate as we though that that our dear S did not want to do it again at all. 

We had a few embryos in the freezer and we decided that if we did not make it with those, we would stop. 

We started up again with a really sweet surrogate, but we had a missed abortion in week 9. I was devastated, my husband to, but we wanted to start again and this time we got the best news ever from India and that was that our wonderful S was ready and she wanted to help us again. 

We were so happy, we know her and her family, we know that she is healthy, relaxed and "experienced". She have two wonderful kids on her own and she carried Nora Wilhelmine and all three pregnancies were without problems. The reason for why she was not available at first was that she wanted to wait until after a festival that she and her family was attending. 

So now we are officially pregnant again, our first HCG test came back with these numbers: 323,61 and the second one: 664,81 :-D I can't do anything else, but to smile a big smile... If we are going to be lucky again, it will be exactly two years between them. Perfect if you ask me. The HCG numbers are much higher then the first time so we are really keeping our fingers crossed and hoping for a new miracle this time. 

Wish us all the luck in the world, because we will need it!

Thumbs up, have a wonderful christmas everyone and enjoy your holidays. We are spending 5 weeks in Thailand enjoying the holidays here.

Will be continued 

Mary